So My over thinking ways have been keeping me up at night
Can anyone answer me this.. Why does going to a new school freak me out so much?
Right now its 3:00am And what am i doing? Writing a blog....and Not sleeping.
Every time i close my eyes to try to sleep i keep over thinking everything. Should i name one thing?Yahh i think so...Okay so im freaking out about doors... Yes doors you read that right...Im actually freaking out about what door i should go threw on my first day of school... How sad am i?
But i guess the biggest thing on my mind tonight is meeting new people and making friends.. I dont know if i can. Im a really shy person and ive been out of school for almost a year, i haven't really interacted with a lot of people since high school and Im actually pretty scared that im going to be the loner in my school.. and that im going to scare off people by not talking at all.
You know something i just wish i was the out going kind of girl who talks freely to everyone, the person whos not scared of having alittle attention on herself. But thats not me , So i just gotto work threw that issue and hope for the best.
So im gonna end this little blog post here and maybe pop in the movie Tangled and hope it will relax me enough so i can fall asleep. I really need some sleep!
Good Night :)
~Cassidy Night.
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